When I think about it..

I still blame you for everything, and I don't regret saying that.

But the sad part is, whenever I close my eyes and lay down at night, I still see the outskirts of your town, as if I'm driving in one last time.

I've given it all, but..

I haven't used my blogspot in forever. Yeah, because forever is 10 months. But anyways. That isn't why I'm writing my blog now.

I had a dream last night questioning if I was ever good enough. Ever good enough at anything.

It bothers me, and it's been bothering me the entire day, and will probably bother me for a while. If, even after I've given it all, it's never good enough, then why give it all in the first place?